Thursday, August 29, 2024

Your Worst-Case Scenario

Sermon for Aug 25, 2024
John 6:56-69

For many of us, the idea of consuming the Body and Blood of Christ isn’t exactly news.  If you come from a church in a sacramental tradition, Communion is just kind of what we do when we worship.  I grew up in the Episcopal Church, and I remember worshiping with a friend in a Baptist congregation one Sunday.  Parts of the service felt pretty familiar (even though there weren’t any kneelers in the pews).  We sang songs, and prayed, and heard a sermon … a really long sermon.  But then the service just kind of ended, and I was thinking, “Where’s the bread and wine?  If you don’t have Communion, you don’t have church.”  In fact, for us in this tradition, we celebrate Eucharist so regularly that it can become a little too familiar:  “Yeah, yeah, yeah; Jesus’ body and blood, giving us eternal life.  What time is brunch, anyway?”

But … imagine hearing Jesus say this for the first time, without 2,000 years of Eucharistic history:  “Whoever eats me will live because of me” (John 6:57).  Yuck.  I don’t want that.  It’s kind of appalling.  If someone today led a religious movement and asked his followers to eat him ritually, we’d suggest he seek treatment.  Then, think about how that command to eat his flesh and drink his blood would have struck people in Jesus’ own time and place.  Blood is a source of nourishment in some cultures, but it wasn’t for the Jewish people, whose laws strictly forbade it.  Plus, claiming that “the living Father” sent Jesus to be “the bread that came down from heaven” (John 6:57,58) – that was heresy.  Not even the greatest rabbi would claim to have come down from God.  No wonder the religious leaders couldn’t abide what Jesus was saying.  But now, in today’s Gospel reading, the folks in the crowd start shaking their heads, too.  “Wait, what?  It’s one thing to take on the authorities, and heal people, and preach love for everybody.  But you want us to eat your flesh and drink your blood?”  It must have seemed like a bridge too far.

So, Jesus pushes back a bit, but it doesn’t seem like much of an answer.  He says, “Does this offend you?  Then what if you were to see the Son of Man ascending to where he was before?  It is the spirit that gives life; the flesh is useless.” (6:61-62)  I’m not sure that really makes it easier to hear God’s messiah telling you to eat his flesh and drink his blood.  But maybe Jesus is setting the stage for the gift of his sacrifice to come.  Jesus won’t just be a rebel leader, dying for a noble cause.  Jesus will be sacrificing his life so that your life can go on – always.  To gain that gift, you don’t have to join in overthrowing a government.  You don’t have to follow him into battle and sacrifice yourself.  In fact, you never have to fear death again.  Your task is simply to acknowledge who and what he is – “the Holy One of God” (John 6:69).  All you have to do is receive his life as the ultimate gift and love like he does, forever. 

Still, it’s a lot to ask of people in a religious movement, to eat their leader’s flesh and drink his blood.  I imagine this episode is in the Gospel account because there must have been some historical memory of it – people saying to each other, decades later, “Remember that time Jesus lost half his followers…?”  Even 60 or 70 years after the fact, the Gospel writer feels the need to deal with this inconvenient truth.  So, John’s Gospel says, “Many of his disciples turned back and no longer went about with him” (6:66).  In that moment, Jesus gets a little foretaste of Maundy Thursday, watching people who’d seemed committed abandon him instead.  So, he turns to the 12 disciples, his closest friends, and he asks, “Do you also wish to go away?” (6:67).  Is this too much for you, too?

What’s too much?  That’s a good question for us, and one that came up for our Vestry recently.  As part of our work this year, the Vestry is reading and discussing a book by retired Bishop Ed Little about being spiritual leaders.  As it happens, the section we read for our meeting last week included just this question:  What’s too much for you?  What might God ask of you that would seem like a bridge too far?

Bishop Little tells the story of a church member named Jack.  Jack was involved in his parish and had gifts for leadership.  His church was in a neighborhood where they encountered unhoused people with mental illness pretty regularly.  Jack was concerned about their well-being, but he was also deeply uncomfortable being around them – scared to death, honestly.  Well, the church’s Vestry decided they should offer a feeding program for their unhoused neighbors – and the person who came to mind with the right gifts to lead it was Jack.  The priest called him and made the ask.  Although Jack wanted to say, “Not a chance,” he found himself saying, “Well, I’ll pray about it.”  And as he did, what he heard was Jesus asking him to “say yes to his deepest fear.”1 As Bishop Little puts it, “Following Jesus will often bring us face-to-face with our own worst-case scenarios.”2  

Here's one you might enjoy.  Some of you know that my father was a national champion in collegiate debate as an undergraduate – not once but twice.  He became the debate coach at Southwest Missouri State University, what’s now Missouri State in Springfield; and he coached that program to several national championships.  It was the stuff of legend:  He loved to tell the story of little Southwest Missouri State defeating Notre Dame for a national title, on TV, on St. Patrick’s Day.  My father went on to be a professor of rhetoric, and the university ended up naming the debate program for him.

So, when I was in high school, people sometimes suggested I should get involved in debate.  I said, “You’ve got to be kidding.”  In fact, in high school and college, I managed never to take a public-speaking class.  Speaking to groups left me terrified anyway.  And the last thing my perfectionist self wanted was to be compared with my father, the rhetorician and national-champion debater. 

So, I focused on writing instead.  And after a decade of quietly writing and editing for a living, I found myself discontented in my work because my job didn’t mean anything to me.  So, one night, Ann and I had our priest over for dinner.  Mtr. Holly listened to me grouse about my job and how I felt like I should be doing something that made a difference.  When I was done whining, she asked, “OK, if you did have a job that made a difference, what would you be doing?”  And without thinking, I blurted out, “I’d be doing what you’re doing.”

And God chuckled.  “So, you get the shakes when you stand up to speak in front of a group?” God said.  “So, the last thing you want is to be compared with your father, the champion public speaker?  I’ve got an idea,” God said.  “Let’s make you a preacher.”

It’s trite to say that following Jesus isn’t easy.  We all know that, but we usually think of it in terms of not getting all that we want, right?  Jesus has things to say about how we spend our time, and how we spend our money, and how we treat the people around us.  There might be a common thread there of self-limitation – that we’re called to put the well-being of others first.  So, I think many of us fear that following Jesus means I have to be content with getting less than I want.

But I’d say, what’s really scary about following Jesus is just the opposite – that it means you have to be willing to get much more than you want.  He just might ask you to use gifts you didn’t know you had.  He just might empower you actually to make a difference in the world.  He just might gift you with eternal life, starting now and lasting forever – which means dealing with that troublesome person down the pew for all eternity.  And he just might give you his own Body and Blood to empower you for an eternity of learning to love like he does.  Jesus has a devilish way of bringing our hearts to life in the last way we’d choose. 

So, what’s your worst-case scenario?  What’s the uncomfortable place Jesus is pushing you to explore?  If it’s Jesus doing the pushing, at least you can trust that your discomfort is a step toward blessing – for you and for the world.  “I get it that you don’t want to go there,” Jesus says.  He didn’t exactly want to go where he was heading either.  But you know it’s Jesus doing the pushing when, at the end of the day, you find yourself standing there with the apostle Peter – sighing, maybe cursing a little under your breath – and saying: “Lord, where else can I go?  You have the words of eternal life.”

1.      Little, Edward S.  The Heart of a Leader: Saint Paul as Mentor, Model, and Encourager.  Cincinnati, OH: Forward Movement, 2020.  29.

2.      Little, 28.


Friday, August 16, 2024

St. Mary's, the Theotokos

Sermon for the Installation of the Rev. Dr. Sean Kim
St. Mary's Episcopal Church, Kansas City, MO
Feast of St. Mary the Virgin, Aug. 15, 2024

What a glorious evening!  As we prayed in the Psalm, “Taste and see that the Lord is good!” (34:8 BCP).  But, hey, this is Anglo-Catholic worship, the mass St. Mary’s style – so we don’t have to stop at tasting and seeing.  We can use all the senses:  Taste, and see, and smell, and hear, and feel that the Lord is good on this glorious evening, as St. Mary’s celebrates the ministry of its 22nd rector, the Rev. Dr. Sean Kim.

The life of this good place is all about bringing the real presence of our Lord Jesus Christ into the here and now, mediated through all our senses.  Since 1854, when a faithful deacon from Trinity, Independence, rode his Missouri mule on a cold November day to lead a few Kansas City Episcopalians in their prayers, you’ve worshiped the Lord in the beauty of holiness here at St. Mary’s – what’s become the diocesan gold standard for being high-church.  Now, as some of you know, that’s not exactly my liturgical gift.  I made sure to ask Fr. Sean a couple of weeks ago specifically what he wanted me to do in this liturgy, so I wouldn’t look like a bumbling first-year seminarian assisting at the altar.  Thankfully, he set the bar low, and it turns out I am able to follow a verger to the pulpit.  We’ll see if I can make it back to my chair without tripping.

But, as you all know better than I do, being Anglo-Catholic isn’t just about incense and birettas and processional umbrellas – although, who isn’t up for a procession with an umbrella, right?  No, being Anglo-Catholic is about much more than a good show.  Being Anglo-Catholic is about bringing heaven to earth.  Yes, you hear that in the music of the angels.  Yes, you taste that in bread and wine that’s become Body and Blood.  Yes, you enact that through daily worship at the throne of grace.  But being Anglo-Catholic, and specifically being St. Mary’s, means being heaven on earth through every breath of the Body of Christ in this place.

In other words, being Anglo-Catholic isn’t just about venerating Christ’s Body sacramentally, or gathering as a body for worship.  It’s about honoring every body – every beloved child God brings into the orbit of this good place.  St. Mary’s has been honoring and serving beloved every-bodies for 170 years – running schools in what’s now the River Market, feeding hungry people laboring in the stockyards of the West Bottoms, creating a hospital to serve those who couldn’t afford care, a hospital we now know as St. Luke’s Health System.  When neighborhoods thrived in this part of downtown, before the freeways pushed people away from their communities, St. Mary’s served the folks around it with worship and fellowship, Boy Scout and Girl Scout troops, social groups and business clubs.  Now this hallowed ground welcomes new neighbors, God’s beloved children returning to downtown and looking for a faith community where honoring God means practicing love, not judgment.  To all who’ve been hurt, to all who’ve been shamed, to all who’ve been lost, the Body of Christ that is St. Mary’s says, “Come to me, all you who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest” (Matt 11:28).  No matter who you are, every body has a place here.

And in this incarnation of heaven on earth, God has now raised up the Rev. Dr. Sean Kim as your 22nd rector.  I’m blessed to say that I’ve known Sean as long as I’ve been in Kansas City because we met at St. Andrew’s in Brookside shortly after I came there as assistant rector.  It was 2005, and St. Andrew’s didn’t exactly have a stellar reputation for its warmth or its welcome.  Bishop Barry Howe used to tell the story of how he and Mary came to St. Andrew’s one Sunday soon after they moved to Kansas City.  Bishop Barry was wearing a coat and tie, not a clerical collar; they were just looking for a place to worship that morning as they got the lay of the land.  Apparently, what they found was less than it might have been.  “Not a single person talked to us,” Bishop Barry used to say. 

It was a sign of the work we had to do.  By the time I got to St. Andrew’s, there were at least a couple of faithful souls, Norm Olson and Connie Hesler, who were inspired to take seriously every body who came through St. Andrew’s doors.  One of them was Dr. Sean Kim, a mild-mannered history professor who happened to be looking for a church.  On the Sunday he visited, Norm and Connie welcomed him, and talked to him, and got him coffee after worship, and invited him to come back.  “That first Sunday,” Fr. Sean told me recently – “That first Sunday, I knew I’d found my home.”

Later that week, a priest called him to say hello and invite him to a class for people wanting to learn more about St. Andrew’s and The Episcopal Church.  Sean came … and suffered heroically through an amateurish presentation on Anglican history.  Later, as the church was forming new small groups, a parishioner invited Sean to join one – and that experience built deep friendships for years to come.  Other parishioners invited Sean to become a Eucharistic minister and a member of the Order of St. Luke.  A priest invited him to come on a mission trip to Haiti.  And eventually, a few years later, a deacon said out loud what others could see, too:  He invited Sean to pray about whether God might be calling him to ordained ministry.

As Fr. Sean said when we talked recently, there’s a key verb that runs through that story: Invite.  Those invitations kept leading Fr. Sean deeper into relationship with God and God’s people, so that he found not just involvement in the church but formation as a disciple.  It was a journey that could easily have gone differently.  Without those invitations, Sean could have been just that brilliant professor who comes to church sometimes.  Instead, he’s that brilliant professor who’s now your rector.

I know the stereotype is that Anglo-Catholic congregations don’t feel comfortable with evangelism.  OK; I’m certainly not going to try to convince you all to become evangelicals, not even in the good and holy and profoundly Episcopalian sense of that term.  But here’s what I will take the risk to say:  The Blessed Virgin Mary is inviting you to live fully as an incarnation of heaven on earth – and to invite others to step into it with you.  Yes, it’s a little presumptuous of me to speak for the Queen of Heaven; I get that.  But listen to her own words:  God “has looked with favor on the lowliness of his servant….  His mercy is for those who fear him from generation to generation.  He has shown strength with his arm; he has scattered the proud in the thoughts of their hearts.  He has brought down the powerful from their thrones and lifted up the lowly.  He has filled the hungry with good things and sent the rich away empty.  He has helped his servant … in remembrance” of the mercy promised to all God’s people across the generations.  That’s the vision of heaven that the Blessed Virgin Mary is inviting you to embody, and to share, right here at 13th and Holmes.

To do so, she’s asking you to draw deeply both from her model of faithfulness and from your own DNA.  St. Mary is magnifying the Lord as she proclaims God’s intention to turn the world’s order upside down.  Where the world raises up the powerful and the privileged, and invites them to lord it over the folks who’ve been shoved to the side, St. Mary magnifies God’s microscopic presence, in her womb and in the world.  Her son, Jesus, the homeless preacher and healer, will take on the empire and win, making the sacrifice that brings us resurrection as a way of life.  It’s the fulfillment of what St. Mary is singing in her canticle tonight – how God scatters the proud, and dethrones the powerful, and lifts up the lowly, and fills the hungry, and sends the rich packing.  For when we worship power and take pride in ourselves, we miss the point of why God brought heaven to earth – to gather, and serve, and heal every body whom God has made.

Tonight, as we welcome Fr. Sean as your new rector, we also celebrate St. Mary’s feast day.  And for you especially, her spiritual namesakes, this is a night to remember who you’ve been and whom God has made you to be.  For just as St. Mary is the theotokos, the God-bearer, so you are St. Mary’s, called to bear God to the world.  Therefore, as a theotokos and with your new rector, make this place a jewel of the Incarnation, with all its facets blazing – the beauty of liturgy, the sacrifice of service, and the blessing of invitation – so that every body who encounters Christ here might say, “Yeah, St. Mary’s … they magnify the Lord!”

Monday, August 12, 2024

Magnify the Lord

Sermon for the Feast of St. Mary the Virgin, transferred
Luke 1:46-55
Aug. 11, 2025 

This morning, we’re celebrating the feast of the Blessed Virgin Mary, which is this Thursday.  Now, when I mention Jesus’ mother, Mary, what comes to mind for you?   

In popular culture, Mary is the star of the Beatles’ classic “Let It Be,” coming to us in times of trouble and speaking words of wisdom.  In Christmas art, she’s a supporting character, meek and mild, having just given birth with not a hair out of place.  In our personal piety, at least for many Episcopalians, Mary is our intercessor, the chief saint among saints, the one who understands our suffering and who brings our needs to the throne of grace. 

For the past 2,000 years, the Church has been trying to figure out what to do with Mary – who she was, what happened to her when she died, and how to understand her now.  In the 400s, early Christian theologians finally settled on calling her the theotokos, “the one who gave birth to God.”1  Given that status, the theologizing goes, Mary can’t simply have died like a normal person but somehow must have found her way to heaven directly.  In the Roman Catholic tradition, it’s the doctrine of the Assumption of Mary, the belief that she didn’t die but was taken physically into heavenly glory, like Elijah in the Old Testament.2  In the Eastern Orthodox tradition, it’s the doctrine of the Dormition of Mary, the belief that she did die but without human suffering, like falling asleep, and that she rose physically into heavenly glory after three days, like Jesus.3  And in heaven, however she got there, tradition would say Mary is now ruling with her Son, the queen mother of the sovereign Lord Christ.  For us Episcopalians, the holy day we’ll mark this week isn’t named for the Assumption, or the Dormition, or the heavenly reign of Mary.  It’s just Mary’s feast day.  We don’t worry so much about the details of how she got to heaven, focusing more on her earthly story.4

So, what do we know of that story?  Well, in Luke’s Gospel, Mary steps onto the stage as a teenaged peasant whose life is about to hit the wall.  She’s minding her own business in Nazareth one day when the angel Gabriel comes to her and says she’s been chosen to bear God’s Son, the one who will “be great” and rule over Israel, and “of his kingdom there will be no end” (Luke 1:32-33).  Mary, engaged to a nice older carpenter, has just lost out on that engagement for having become pregnant – and with it, she’s lost any hope for her future, since she’ll be an outcast in a society with no place for single mothers.  Yet, from the start, Mary shows herself to be anything but the meek and mild young woman in the paintings, instead asking Gabriel some pointed questions and eventually accepting God’s assignment:  “Here I am,” she says, “the servant of the Lord.  Let it be with me according to your word.” (Luke 1:38)

From there, Mary keeps appearing in the Gospels as this faithful supporting character in her Son’s story, happy to let the spotlight shine on him.  She brings the baby Jesus to the Temple to receive his name, and she returns for her own rite of purification.  Twelve years later, she loses her Son in Jerusalem at the Passover festival and finds him in the Temple, arguing with the old guys.  A couple of decades later, she’s with Jesus at a wedding in Cana, pushing him to work his first miracle.  Then she finds her own place among the disciple community and hangs in there through thick and thin, even at the foot of the cross when everyone else has run away.  After the resurrection, she’s with the other disciples in the upper room, witnessing the coming of the Holy Spirit to turn a miracle into a movement.  In all this, unlike some of the other disciples, Mary isn’t polishing her image or angling for leadership; she’s serving God’s purposes by serving Jesus. 

But it’s more than that, too.  Mary is a magnifying glass.  She captures divine light; and as it passes through her, she reveals God among us in extraordinary ways.  Her faithfulness to God’s call; her tending Jesus as he grows up; her abiding with him a disciple, even caring for his body taken down from the cross; her going out as an apostle to share the Good News – in all these facets of faithfulness, Mary is a magnifying glass, showing the astonishing presence of God with us.  As she sings in her famous song, “My soul magnifies the Lord, and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior” (Luke 1:47) – not because she’ll be promoted to Queen of Heaven one day but just the opposite: because this lowliest of all God’s servants has been chosen to bring divinity into human life and upend the forces that keep God’s children down.  God has “scattered the proud in the thoughts of their hearts,” Mary says (Luke 1:51).  God has “brought down the powerful from their thrones and lifted up the lowly,” Mary says (Luke 1:52).  God has “filled the hungry with good things and sent the rich away empty,” Mary says (Luke 1:53).  God has remembered the age-old promise to invert the world’s ordering of things and exalt the bit players and the nobodies.  We know all this because Mary tells us.  It turns out, this pregnant teenager isn’t cast aside.  Instead, she becomes the one who sings the Lord’s song.  The Sovereign of the Universe chooses her to show how God loves us, and cares for those at the bottom of the heap, and lifts them up to glory.  Mary is the magnifying glass, revealing God’s hand at work in the world about us.

The stunning thing about Incarnation is that God is still at it.  Of course, Jesus was the ultimate expression of divinity among us, the Word made flesh that we might see God face to face.  Mary literally brought that truth to life.  But the Incarnation wasn’t a one-and-done event.  If we have the eyes to see, we can still spot God among us in countless unlikely people living into the divinity they bear, following Jesus faithfully and upending the world’s ways through one act of love after another.  A million Marys are still magnifying the Lord – and you’ll know them when they angle the light away from themselves.

Where have I seen it?  I’ve seen the Blessed Virgin Mary most vividly in a woman named Virginia, appropriately enough.  Virginia Dabney Brown5 was a seemingly frail little woman but one of the toughest people I’ve ever known.  She was a groundbreaking wallflower, someone who cast vision and opened doors and changed lives, all the while doing everything she could to keep people from noticing she was the one doing it. 

Virginia was born in Georgia in 1948 but grew up in New Mexico.  After graduating with a degree in psychology, she joined the Peace Corps in 1969 and was sent to Uganda, where she taught math and science at a girls’ school, praying with her students and protecting them from poisonous green mambas.  The evil she faced didn’t just slither on the ground but through the halls of government, too:  She was in Uganda when dictator Idi Amin came to power. 

After her stint in the Peace Corps, Virginia felt God’s call to ordained ministry in The Episcopal Church – despite the inconvenient fact that the Church didn’t accept women as priests.  She started seminary in 1971 anyway and graduated three years later, just a couple of months before the ordination of the Philadelphia Eleven.  She was ordained a deacon, which was allowed, and she got to work quietly planting a new church in Albuquerque. 

The Episcopal Church officially authorized women’s ordination to the priesthood in the summer of 1976;6 and the first month it was legal, Virginia was the first woman ordained a priest in her diocese – and, the story is told, the first woman in The Episcopal Church ordained with no objections voiced during the liturgy.  In New Mexico, in addition to serving parishes, she helped create a school for ministry to train lay and ordained leaders in the Church. 

After serving there for 18 years, she was called to a large parish in Memphis, where she founded a religious community she called Rivendell.  In 2000, she left Memphis, and on her last Sunday, parishioners wore bracelets reading “WWVD?” – “what would Virginia do?” 

From there, she and other members of the Rivendell Community came to Springfield, Missouri, where she served at Christ Church and where I got to know her as my spiritual director.  While she was there, Virginia founded a motherhouse for the Rivendell Community, as well as reinventing our diocesan training program for deacons and priests, an effort that would later grow into the Bishop Kemper School for Ministry. 

Mtr. Virginia died four years ago tomorrow, leaving behind an astonishing legacy, as well as scores of us whose lives she’d changed.  But here’s the truly remarkable thing about Virginia:  I never heard her speak about the things I’ve just told you.  I learned nothing of Virginia’s remarkable servant leadership from Virginia.  She simply served, always pointing to Jesus Christ and refusing to let the powers and principalities stand in her way.  I’ve never known anyone, before or since, who magnified the Lord quite like she did.  If I were creating an icon of the Blessed Virgin Mary, it would have the face of Virginia Dabney Brown.

Why am I telling you this?  Because God needs more magnifying glasses.  Now, Mtr. Virginia was exceptional, I grant you, but she was not unique.  I could easily start rattling off the names of people, here in our own spiritual community, who follow the model of the Blessed Virgin Mary.  I won’t name any of them for two reasons:  First, they’d be angry that I’d called them out.  And second, I’d never be able to name them all. 

But here is the promise and the call we can take away from Mary’s example:  We can each be God’s magnifying glass.  You don’t have to serve in the Peace Corps, or help break stained-glass ceilings, or create religious orders, or develop ministry training programs.  In your own world, in your own work, in your own relationships, choose to focus the light of Jesus Christ.  And in the every-day-ness of your life, you will magnify the Lord. 

1.      “Theotokos.” Oxford Dictionary of the Christian Church, 3rd edition. London: Oxford University Press, 1997. 1607.

2.      Armentrout, Don S., and Robert Boak Slocum, eds. “Assumption of Mary.” An Episcopal Dictionary of the Church. Available at: https://www.episcopalchurch.org/glossary/assumption-of-mary/. Accessed Aug. 10, 2024.

3.      “Dormition of the Mother of God.” Wikipedia. Available at: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dormition_of_the_Mother_of_God. Accessed Aug. 10, 2024.

4.      Armentrout, Don S., and Robert Boak Slocum, eds. “Mary the Virgin, Mother of Our Lord Jesus Christ, Saint.” An Episcopal Dictionary of the Church. Available at: https://www.episcopalchurch.org/glossary/mary-the-virgin-mother-of-our-lord-jesus-christ-saint/. Accessed Aug. 10, 2024.

5.      Information gleaned from obituaries for the Rev. Virginia Dabney Brown, available at https://livingchurch.org/people-and-places/obituaries/rest-in-peace-rise-in-glory-september-23-2020/ and https://www.dignitymemorial.com/obituaries/houston-tx/the-reverend-virginia-brown-9312279.

6.      Armentrout, Don S., and Robert Boak Slocum, eds. “Ordination of Women.” An Episcopal Dictionary of the Church. Available at: https://www.episcopalchurch.org/glossary/ordination-of-women/. Accessed Aug. 10, 2024.