Isaiah 35:1-10; Matthew 11:2-11
I
remember once visiting a man in prison.
I had known about his situation, but I’d never met this man before a
cold, bitter afternoon in a cold, bitter place.
It only took being there a short time to feel the oppressive sense of
anonymity and loneliness in that prison.
Everything about it felt dark and gray.
I
found my way to a common room and met up with the man. His primary issue was fear. Not fear for his safety or fear that he would
never get out; he was being treated relatively well, and he was scheduled to
get out in a year or so. But he was
still afraid.
He
feared that he’d lost the life he had known before. He had been successful in business, confident
in his friendships, and especially confident in his relationships with people
at church. At church, he’d felt loved
and accepted, and that had helped him to see he was loved and accepted by God,
too. Now, he thought, everything had
changed. He had lost his business. Most of his friends had stopped writing him
or visiting him. He feared he’d been
abandoned by the people he thought would stick with him, so he feared that he
had been abandoned by God. And the
future was frightening, too. He worried
about what he would do for a living, whether he would be accepted again by his
church and his friends. It’s amazing how
being out of relationship with people and being distanced from your community
can make you live in fear.
I
think we hear a similar fear from John the Baptist in today’s Gospel
reading. At this point, 11 chapters into
Matthew’s story, John the Baptist is no longer standing in the Jordan River,
calling the people to repent. Instead,
he’s been taken away by King Herod’s police and thrown in prison to keep him
from leading a revolution. We don’t know
how long John’s been rotting in prison, but he was arrested shortly after he
baptized Jesus. So he’s been locked away
for some time now.
And
after months or years of fearful isolation in Herod’s prison, John might well
have wondered whether he’d been right about Jesus being the messiah – the one
who was going to usher in God’s time of judgment, separating the wheat from the
chaff and burning the chaff in unquenchable fire. John probably wondered what Jesus had been
doing, other than not getting John out of prison or leading a rebellion against
the Romans. Well, in the time since John
had been thrown in prison, Jesus had had healed a leper, and a soldier’s
servant, and Peter’s mother in law; he had cast out demons; he had healed a
paralytic and a woman with a hemorrhage; he had given sight to two blind men
and speech to a man who was mute; and he had brought a young girl back to life (Matthew
8 and 9). Meanwhile, John had every
reason to be afraid, sitting there alone in Herod’s prison. What had seemed so clear in the waters of the
Jordan looked much darker from a prison cell.
So, in the reading this morning, John has his followers ask Jesus, “Are
you the one who is to come, or are we to wait for another?” (Matthew
11:3). In other words, I think, John is
saying, “Are you really who we thought you were? I’m afraid.”
Well,
what Jesus sends back to John is the opposite of fear, which is hope – hope
with flesh and bones on it; hope that you hold not because you’re naïve but
because you’ve seen signs of a power greater than the darkness that surrounds
you. Jesus sends the messengers back to
John with a simple answer: “Go back and tell John what you hear and see,” Jesus
says: “the blind receive their sight, the lame walk, the lepers are cleansed,
the deaf hear, the dead are raised, and the poor have good news brought to
them” (Matthew 11:4-5). That’s the kind
of hope the prophets proclaimed. That’s hope
with flesh and bones on it.
That
same kind of hope is what the man I visited in prison finally came to see. That afternoon, as I talked with him, I could
see his fear slowly giving way to hope. He
began to name people who hadn’t
abandoned him – family and friends who’d kept their letters coming and challenged
him to use his time in prison to seek redemption. He remembered acts of deep kindness from
friends just before he turned himself in, people who ministered to him at his
lowest moment. And his eyes filled with
tears when he heard, out loud, that God was right there with him in prison, loving him just as much as ever, offering him
the chance for a new life, the chance to bring something holy out of the pit
that his life had become. He could see
that God’s kingdom, God’s beloved community, was out there, waiting for him,
because he’d seen glimpses of it in the love of his friends and family. He could remember the flesh and bones of dignity
and hope.
There
are all kinds of prisons we inhabit. The
prison of illness or disability … the prison of unhealthy relationships … the
prison of debt … the prison of economic immobility … the prison of our own
broken choices that lead us away from God and the people around us. And part of the way we break free from our
prisons is by bringing the liberation of dignity and hope to others – by
offering glimpses of the kingdom that stands in contrast to the way the world
works.
We’ll
get the chance to open doors to the kingdom and look inside next week, at the
Free Store downtown. Everything about the
Free Store intends to shine the light of dignity and hope for people whose
day-to-day experience teaches them something very different. And those people include both those being
served and those doing the serving.
We’ll
begin in the nave at the Cathedral with worship and hospitality for guests and
volunteers alike. Then the guests will
be seated at round tables for lunch from the Kansas City Community
Kitchen. Servers will come and take
their orders, offering guests the power of choice that is so much a part of the
practice of dignity. There at each table
will be a member of the Order of St. Luke, our ministry of healing prayer, who
will be there to listen and talk and be present in the moment – and to pray,
when that seems right. After lunch and
conversation, a personal shopper will take each guest to choose among socks and
boots and coats and hats and gloves, helping them find what each one
needs. For those who need additional help
to deal with other challenges, we’ll connect them with agencies there onsite
that day.
I have
no delusions that lunch and shopping at the Free Store will solve the problems
of these 400 people. Neither will the daily
offer of dining with dignity that comes from the Kansas City Community Kitchen
week after week. But I do believe there
is power in the practice of dignity and hope, because the practice of dignity
and hope brings the kingdom of God to life.
And the love of that kingdom, the love of God’s community, throws open
the doors of our prison cells. When love
takes flesh and dwells among us, we remember the truth that puts the world’s
darkness to flight.
And
what is that truth? This time of year,
people will ask you about it – maybe not in so many words, but they will still be
trying to find out whether you believe Jesus really is the one who is to come,
or whether we should wait for another.
Well, you can say what you have seen and heard – at the Free Store, and
in Haiti, and right here in the life of this church. The hungry are fed. The lonely are cared for. The friendless are welcomed. The poor have good news brought to them. The spiritually dead are raised. Regardless of whether the world calls us rich
or poor, our prison cells do not define us, and fear will not have the last
word. Instead, the voice of the prophet rings
out: “Strengthen the weak hands, and
make firm the feeble knees. Say to those
who are of a fearful heart, ‘Be strong, do not fear!’ Here is your God. … He will come to save you.” (Isaiah 35:3-4)
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