Monday, February 26, 2024

Working With My Spiritual Wiring

Sermon from Feb. 18, 2024 
First installment of a Lenten series, "Igniting Your Spirit to Find Heaven on Earth"
Mark 1:9-15

So, first, a quick heads-up:  This sermon will be a little longer than usual.  Consider it a moment of Lenten discipline.

We find ourselves now four days out from the shooting at the Super Bowl parade, struggling to make sense of the senseless.  It’s a time for lamentation, as we offered here Thursday evening.  But our laments aren’t limited to prayers in church.  Interviewed after the shooting, Chief of Police Stacy Graves lamented, “This is not Kansas City.”  Indeed, mass shootings don’t fit with our sense of community.  But the reality is that, in fact, this is Kansas City.  And not just Kansas City.  This is also Las Vegas, and Orlando, and Virginia Tech, and Sandy Hook, and El Paso, and Lewiston, and Uvalde.  The difference now is that we’ve joined the list of places where good folks thought mass shootings wouldn’t happen. 

Of course, Wednesday’s shooting comes on the heels of a record-setting year for gun violence in Kansas City.  Every week, as we offer the Prayers of the People and name our neighbors who’ve been killed, I shake my head and wonder, “How long, Lord?”  That’s not a lament about God’s inaction, by the way.  It’s shorthand for, “How long, Lord, will we say ‘yes’ to the evil of violence that slithers at the edges of our hearts?”

This is the first Sunday of Lent and the beginning of our Lenten preaching series, “Igniting Your Spirit to Find Heaven on Earth.”  I have to say, the igniting that our spirits received this week wasn’t exactly what we had in mind for this series or for the booklet of reflections that will soon be in your mailbox.  I don’t know about you, but I came away from Wednesday furious, which is not an emotion I know how to have.  But with a few days’ time, fury can morph into reflection. 

So: What’s next for my spirit, and for yours, and for the spirit of our community?  Is this a moment when we have any business seeking heaven on earth?

Absolutely it is.

As we start our pilgrimage, it’s good to recognize where we begin.  And one way to name where we are today is where we found Jesus in today’s Gospel reading: in the wilderness.  In that fast-cut story from Mark’s Gospel, we see Jesus flipping from what must have been joy to lamentation.  In one moment, he’s being baptized and comes out of the water to a voice from heaven proclaiming, “You are my Son, the Beloved; with you I am well-pleased” (1:11).  And then “immediately” the Spirit of the Father who loves him so much drives him out into the wilderness. 

That’s odd parenting, to say the least.  Why would God do it?  Well, that’s a different sermon, maybe the sermon I would have preached before this Wednesday afternoon.  But we’re left with Jesus out there “in the wilderness forty days, tempted by Satan” (Mark 1:13). Now, in the fast cuts we get in Mark’s Gospel, we don’t hear the dialogue that Matthew gives us – the details of temptation, as Satan offers Jesus food, and the chance to flaunt his divine status, and an easy road to power.  No, here in Mark, we just know Jesus is out there in a desolate desert landscape, what must have felt like hell itself.

It seems to me we’re in the wilderness, too.  And that brings us to this week’s stop in our sermon series.  If we’re seeking to ignite our spirits to find heaven on earth, we have to start by recognizing our own spiritual wiring and considering how we might work with it to go deeper in relationship with God.  In fact, we might start a few questions before that:  Am I really wired for relationship with God?  What if I can’t feel it?  What stands in the way of connecting with God for me?

The wilderness is a good place to ask those questions, for Jesus and for us.  Now, Jesus knows he’s God’s beloved – he’s heard it straight from the deity’s mouth.  And we know it, too – intellectually, at least.  After all, “God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him may not perish but have eternal life” (John 3:16).  Or, as the bumper sticker on my refrigerator puts it, “God loves you whether you like it or not.”  If God’s opening the door to heaven for you, you must be worthy of God’s love.  Now, we may believe that in our heads.  But knowing it in our hearts can be a different matter, especially here in the wilderness – the wilderness of grief, the wilderness of isolation, the wilderness of futility.

So, in a community that’s lost its innocence, just four days past the parade shooting, what do we do here in the wilderness?  When we’re tempted to listen to the power of evil selling us hopelessness and empty promises, how do we “beat down Satan under our feet” (BCP 152)?  How do we remember that we are each God’s beloved, and how do we live that way?

Mark’s story gives us at least two clues – a blessing and a call.  First, the blessing: Jesus is indeed out in the wilderness, but he’s not alone.  The story says, “The angels waited on him” (1:13).  Now, my hunch is that doesn’t mean they were bringing him pina coladas on the beach by the Dead Sea.  Instead, remember who angels are in scripture.  Angels are God’s messengers.  They come bearing God’s word – a saving word – to frightened, beloved people.  There’s a reason why angels are always telling folks, “Do not be afraid.”  The message they’re bringing, from God’s lips to our ears, is that God’s got this.  No matter how lonely or frightened or angry the world has made you, God’s got your back.

So, that’s the blessing.  And along with that, there’s a call – a call that came to Jesus the Beloved and that comes to us.  You’ll notice that the last scene in this morning’s story puts the camera on Jesus as he walks out of the wilderness.  He’s endured his isolation.  He’s lamented what must have sometimes felt like abandonment.  He’s been sustained by angels, and he’s stared down Satan.  And so, when the evil of the world coils and strikes, he shifts to action.  Jesus’ cousin and friend John the Baptist is arrested by the authorities who want to silence him, so Jesus sets out on what will be a long, hard road – immediately and for the next three years.  He leaves the wilderness near the Dead Sea and heads back home, a 90-mile hike to Galilee.  But he’s not retreating in defeat and despair.  Instead, he’s on the advance, proclaiming good news to counter the voices selling despair.  “The time is fulfilled,” he says, “and the kingdom of God has come near.  Repent, and believe in the good news.” (Mark 1:15)  Recognize that God’s reign and rule supersedes what the world tells you.  Change your mind, which is what “repent” means, and set your heart and your feet on the path of love.

So, back to this week’s focus in our Lenten sermon series.  How do we work with our own spiritual wiring to deepen our relationship with God when we find ourselves in a wilderness time like this?  First, remember the story.  Jesus wasn’t alone there in the wilderness, and the same is true for us.  Alongside the anger and frustration is the assurance that we lament together, and that we lament to the God who hears us and comes to our aid.  God will pick us back up, and walk alongside us, and keep pointing us toward our hearts’ true home – the kingdom of heaven, even in the brokenness.  Then, once you’re back on your feet, keep your eyes and ears open.  Look for the angels in your midst, reminding you of love’s power.  Listen for the voice of God in scripture and the words of people you trust.  Make time to be still enough to hear God speaking to you in the daily-ness of life.  Look for patterns of direction and fingerprints of blessing that affirm your belovedness.  Come to worship; and drink in the sustenance of Word and song and sacrament; and let the Spirit recharge you for whatever lies ahead.

So, our first step is remembering the story and listening for the voices of angels.  The second step is acting on what you hear.  Steer clear of despair by using the spiritual gifts you bring to the journey.  Some of us are listeners, gifted at being present with people in their suffering.  Some of us are pray-ers, gifted at offering God our common laments and our hopes for healing in the assurance that prayer changes things.  Some of us are encouragers, gifted at inspiring people to live their faith and honor God’s reign and rule in the world.  Some of us are analysts, gifted at naming different options and discerning among them.  Some of us are relationship-builders, working with people across similarities and differences to find unexpected solutions.  And some of us are mobilizers, gifted at organizing people to translate their faith into change.  We have a variety of gifts, as the apostle Paul wrote, but they’re empowered by the same Spirit.  And using those gifts is our best antidote to despair.  For, in our own ways, each of us is wired to join Jesus on that road to Galilee, proclaiming the kingdom so that God’s will may be done on earth as it is in heaven. 

As we live our individual gifts, remember we also walk this road together.  Let me close with an invitation to something that’s suddenly taken on immediate relevance given the events of last week.  You may remember, two summers ago, when the abortion amendment was on the Kansas ballot, about 25 of us gathered for a listening session – not to debate the topic but to hear each other’s passions about it.  It was a healing moment, a time when people could gather in love as well as disagreement, and listen to each other, and honor the dignity of everyone in the room.  Recently, our parish Discernment Commission has been putting together a series of listening opportunities for the next few months, addressing issues like divisiveness in politics, the war between Israel and Hamas, the effects of social media, the well-being of our education system, and the ethics of end-of-life decisions.  We’re calling it the St. Andrew’s Listening in Love Forum, and it will be led by one of our resident experts in helping people listen, counselor Ann Rainey. 

The series will happen on the fourth Tuesday of the month through June, and it’ll start next week as we create a safe space to share our hearts related to the issue of the moment – gun violence.  As it happens, we have a presenting moment legislatively, too. The Missouri House is considering a bill that would allow concealed carry in churches and on public transportation.1  Now, some of us will hear that and think, “Why in God’s name would we put guns into more public gatherings, given the shooting on Wednesday?”  And others of us will hear that and think, “How else can you stop someone like the shooters on Wednesday?”  Again, this session on Feb. 27 will not be a time to debate but a time to model the most basic skill we must learn if we hope to find heaven on earth, and that’s listening – in this case, listening to each other without vilifying each other, and listening for ways the Spirit might move us forward together.  The bulletin and Messenger this weekend have more information on the Listening in Love Forum, so I hope you’ll consider coming.

Here's the hope I take away from today’s Gospel reading and from this awful week:  We can make our way out of the wilderness.  We can join Jesus as he hits the road proclaiming that the kingdom of God has come near and calling people to change their minds.  It’s a matter of tapping into the spiritual wiring God has given each of us and letting Jesus set the course.

1.      HB 1708, “Changes the law regarding firearm concealed carry permits.” https://house.mo.gov/Bill.aspx?bill=HB1708&year=2024&code=R


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